"Its been awhile...."

Hello everyone, its been a terribly long time since i've updated eh? Well... i'd offer an explaination why but first i'd like to say something really important:

First, i'm sorry to Ariel and to everyone who thinks that my girlfriend is a tyrant on me, for one thing, she's not! Its just that for my blog and my diary are my avenues for venting steam. Ergo, its for me to bitch. Now, i don't like to make noise in front of people, so all my frustration and anger is channeled to my writing. Ariel isn't like that, its just that all you guys are reading are the points of arguments that we have. Sorry to everyone that thinks that Ariel is a tyrant, she's not, just that the nature of my blogs makes it appear such. There you go

On further news, Ariel's birthday just past. We had a pretty good birthday though to most standards it would seem like a mindnumbingly boring one. It was fun, and i enjoyed all of it, time to turn up my creative juices for the 21st, now that's gonna be one hell of a birthday to plan.

Which comes to my next point, there are only a few points in my life now that i'm really stressed out. No, its not my exams (i don't have any now, neener neener) Rather, they are, Valentine's day, our anniversary and her birthday. My gosh, it takes alot of effort to think of new and fun stuff to do on these days that honestly, i think i'm running out. But somehow i still manage to think stuff up. Its not easy, but when she's happy, i'm happy too ^^

Hmm... lots of other stuff to say but i just wanna chill today. Its public holiday monday today and i'm really enjoying myself doing nothing. Its been awhile since i've done nothing; usually wayyy too busy. So i'm gonna wallow in my ennui for awhile. Stay well everyone~