The worse time of year

And now I rant, most of the semester's results are in and suffice to say, i did not do well at all. I tried my very but most of the results fell short of what i was expecting. The stress of doing well is very real; losing the scholarship is very real. I forsee that if the next semester is the same, i very might well lose what I have fought so hard to retain.

I did horrifically for Econs and rightly so, i never understood the concepts from the beginning and i was never challenged by it - I was downright flummoxed.

And apparently, topics that i enjoyed i did not do as well either. Accounting was a total let down and Creative Thinking i won't even get to. I am not satisfied with the way things turned out. I don't like whiners, and i am not going to whine myself.

Least to say, my view of how things work has changed dramatically and my overall mood to it all has become very grim. A pale shadow hangs over my soul and I hear a dirge being sung, time will tell if it is my own.